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It can be quite shocking at the time, when things start to
move around and people start to shake things up. It’s really kind of crazy, thoughts are
moving everywhere; you’re totally out of control of what’s going on. Fights are
around every corner and you don’t even notice that you’re the one driving
it. This is Shift. It’s time for a transition. You can either
run, and you better know how to run fast because there is no place to hide and
you have to keep running. Or you stop and hopefully look in and see, maybe for the
very first time, what it is all about? Where are you? How do I get the hell
out?
This is the time where everything you know to be true is up
in the air. The tried and true is no
longer working. We can move to another
city, or we can get a new job, or we can leave all our family behind, and even
get rid of all our belongings. Yet right down to it, we must look inward for
everything. We are to be seeing what comes
from the inside.
So let’s take a look
at that. Wow, this is a scary thing! Fear will pop up in every instance. I had thoughts of “DON’T YOU GO THERE! ARE YOU
NUTS?” That’s how I felt for a very long
time. Like years! Looking in was not
very pretty. There were so many; let’s call them “skeletons in the closets.” They were all fears that needed to be resolved
with memories that ruled my life even when I did not know it.
It was time to become
a spiritual adult and I made the commitment to my inner self (inner child) that
I was going to go through it and come out the other side.
So the question was WHY?
My life is OK. I have a business.
I am thought of as a good person. My
reputation with my peers and clients was impressive. So why? I have been a
driven person all my life, to be the best; maybe it was to impress my mother?
In fact, it was to impress upon myself that I was worth it. My being here, had
to be for a reason. I needed to find out
what that reason was. At that point
everything fell apart in my life. The
process began, digging in and releasing the fears, hurts, pains, frustrations,
arrogance, and mistrust; even trust in me. There was a lot! Through this
journey I have found out that we will always be processing emotions and fears
of different levels for as long as we live. It’s the journey, not the
path.
This took some time to swallow. So I started looking at my past to see from
where this all stemmed. I noticed that over a span of time I had a huge
collection of stones around my home, which I new affected me in different
ways. You could even say they talked with
me. They also listened to what I wanted
and I believe they have no choice but to obey.
Well, well, now
here, I am always working on living my truth and loving unconditionally (which
is hard sometimes… I am just human). I
see things in different ways now than I did in the past and I opened up to
using stone pendulums to speak to my subconscious, and to my crystal stones and
rocks, etc. At the time, I used my
pendulums to place a stone were it needed to be, without really knowing what I
was doing. Here became the beginning of
Energy Mapping™. Who knew?
I also listened to the energy in the home; felt the
disconnection. So, I began to rearrange the stones to push and move the energy
out of stagnation. I have not knowingly,
even unconsciously, asked for the stones to help me move to my next level and
yet I must have, because they did help me.
The thing is, they are very patient; they will live with you a lifetime
hoping you will awaken. I’m here saying
that there are different modalities that can help you soothe your journey, help
you move through it faster, and relax you so you can rest. They also send you
love when you don’t even know you need it or deserve it.
